Sleeping in a holy place as a gurdwara is something special. I had a very deep experience during sadhana this morning as the music of Sat Hari sing went deep into my heart. It opened a door and it gave my love a change to run freely, so many tears came out... The tears had already been with me, since the moment I left Amsterdam yesterday... I had tears coming and there was nothing I could do, or wanted to do to make them stop. Even though I was crying, my sight was very clear and I know what it means to me... it means that i already have everything my heart and spirit need, all i have to do is open my eyes, open my heart and accept this gift and take my place, take my responsibility... really plant my roots deep into mother earth and establish my place.
Karta Singh told me during the last week of the level II teacher training that I'm the one to set up an ashram in Amsterdam, as the ashram in Amsterdam was the first Kundalini ashram in the 70's... And I'm willing, but also struggeling to accept that task... of course my negative mnd is telling me, that I'm not the person to do this job, someone else could do it much better than me and things like that... but the tears didn't come for no reason.. so let's do some more Aadays tisai aadays meditations and just be open for whatever comes and needs to be done... I'm willing to bow, bow to the infinite...
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Hey girl,
sorry dat ik zondag geen tijd had om met je af te spreken. Hopelijk komt er snel weer een kans om je te zien. Ik lees net dat je je laptop bent verloren. Ik kan me voorstellen hoe je je voelde, maar misschien is het inderdaad allemaal onderdeel van een nieuw begin. Nieuwe muziek zal je weer in contact brengen met nieuwe mensen.
Veel liefs,
Mary
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