I left hamburg with mixed feelings. I had a great time and tomorrow their is the posture workshop of guru prem and this big sadhana at ardas is also very tempting to attent, during this tour i feel it is important to stick to the rules, every another location and i already was not as strikt to that rule i also want to move on and go to berlin.
In the car listening to sat hari singh the japji i again have to cry, well. i don't know if it is crying, but tears are just running down my cheeks, although the vision is very clear. It feels like these are healing tears. I take a rest at a beautiful location, near a slot, which is used for offices at the moment.. nice place to work?? I do the afternoon meditation, Aadays, tisai aadays and enjoy the sun. Time to continue, still doubt in my mind, shall I go to Hamburg or to Berlin... Then I realize that my plan was to go to Berlin, so I'm going to Berlin. All these other oppurtunities are there, and it is ok that they are there... there just not on my way. It gives peace to realize this. I drive on these small roads, enjoy the nature, the green grasses, the fields, the trees and after a while I'm tired. Berlin is still 140 km away and I realize that I'm not going to make it. So I remember the talk I had with Justwant this morning, about sleeping in the tree and I know that that is the way I'm going to spend my night, outside in the fields, close to the deer, the birds and all the other animals, underneath the stars. I find a little road, just outside Blessendorf, I follow it and feel blessed. To come to Blessendorf, I first passed Heilgeist, or something, so this is the right place for me to spend the night and have my little adventure. I'll tell my grandma later...
The viewtower is a great place to spend the night, and the moment I enter, I allready see a deer running on the field... Ajai Alai, good night!
When I wake up, I get what I had dreamed of, two deer playing with eachother.. Just a little to far away to film, but I could see with my eyes.. so this was especially for me and I loved it. Reading Japji, the meditation of the soul, out in the nature, is a special experience. The set is quick, green energy is all around me and inside me... Mantra's I sing in the car, as it is cold outside and the farmers are starting there day.
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Hai Mirelle, roerend om zo met je mee te mogen reizen, bergen, dalen de weg gaat door! Wij zijn gisteren weer teruggekomen, en na al het moois dat we in Frankrijk gezien en gehoord hadden vond ik de spotvogel (een geweldige immitator, )van gisterenavond op de kardinge berg toch het boeienste!De spotvogel immiteert een merel koolmees, nachtegaal buizerd, grasmus, heeft geen eigen geluid nodig? Ach laten we het maar op afwisseling houden..love you,irene
sat nam sweet courageous sister in divine, sending you blessed love from the bevermeerbunch, with songs of the frogs and the birds, fragrance of the herbs in the garden, enjoy the travels, see you in sadhana time, the fairy godmother
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